Love Songs for the Terminally Haunted (5 Years)

Compilation by To Be Gentle

Released 4 November 2022

Tracklist

  • 1
    That Which Is Safe
    3:20
  • 2
    Tender Green
    4:37
  • 3
    Understanding Healing
    2:15
  • 4
    All the Things I Was Too Scared to Say
    2:53
  • 5
    We Build Our Castles in the Air
    4:12
  • 6
    Du Sang
    6:37
  • 7
    Road to Himeji
    3:00
  • 8
    But a Sound
    1:31
  • 9
    An Amputation
    4:22
  • 10
    The Hand That Rests on My Shoulder
    4:52
  • 11
    One Day We Will No Longer Hurt
    4:56
  • 12
    To Be Gentle
    2:48
  • 13
    Flesh and Blood, Bone and Dream
    4:19
  • 14
    If You Are Reading This
    7:15
  • 15
    Insurmountable
    3:33
  • 16
    7/14/19
    4:41
  • 17
    The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me
    10:00
  • 18
    Every Day
    2:00
  • 19
    An Ardent Light
    5:12
  • 20
    Ephemeral and Endless
    5:17
  • 21
    Aftermath
    4:03
  • 22
    You Have Left Us, but Shades of Blonde Still Remind Me of You Like Wisps of Love
    6:57
  • 23
    I Was Brought to the Water by Bleak and Shimmering Bursts of Light
    2:46
  • 24
    If You Don't Like What You See When You Look in the Mirror, Don't Look / I Don't Care
    3:24
  • 25
    And I Conceded to the Incessant Noise of Flies and Insects Swarming My Body
    2:50
  • 26
    I Love You and I Am Sorry
    5:55
  • 27
    To Break the Thought Preemptively
    7:09
  • 28
    My Skull-Sized Kingdom Closes Its Eyes to You
    3:26
  • 29
    Callow and Joyous / Repurposed
    3:13
  • 30
    Practicing Self-Love / Concepts in Newfound Motion
    4:26
  • 31
    What Keeps Me Here When I Don't Feel Like I Am Enough to Stay
    1:48
  • 32
    Static in My Head / Contributions to a Marred Mental Health
    3:28
  • 33
    I Will Not Forgive You
    5:38
  • 34
    Looming
    4:59
  • 35
    Spiritual Pruning
    5:12
  • 36
    As Long as I Am With You When It Ends
    5:42
  • 37
    I Fear of Your Death and It Rips Me Apart
    9:07
  • 38
    A Thousand Words
    2:58
  • 39
    Anesthetize
    3:34
  • 40
    I Think of You Every Day
    3:20
  • 41
    Ghosts Lingering Within the Confines of My Head
    2:34
  • 42
    The Letter "I"
    12:05
  • 43
    For Claire
    4:30
  • 44
    Hyperextension
    2:32
  • 45
    The Depths of Our Trauma Is the Well From Which We Draw Our Compassion
    7:12
  • 46
    We Will Eventually Let Go
    20:10
  • 47
    Exhale
    4:03
  • 48
    Splintered
    3:30
  • 49
    Inseperable
    2:17
  • 50
    Absence
    4:00
  • 51
    Inner Child
    8:31
  • 52
    A Moment That Passes Through Us
    4:09
  • 53
    I Want to Go Back to Where the Only Things That Mattered Were You
    4:52
  • 54
    Swollen Memories
    5:40
  • 55
    433
    4:33
  • 56
    Desperately Trying to Be Heard
    4:54
  • 57
    The Sky Is Pink and I Am Dying
    6:36
  • 58
    Broken Chords / Miasma
    8:08
  • 59
    Attachment
    4:40
  • 60
    I Am What I Always Was
    3:45
  • 61
    Bellwether
    3:28
  • 62
    Deterred Route
    4:32
  • 63
    Gleaming and Gone
    4:16
  • 64
    In the Middle of Everything
    1:48
  • 65
    Greenhug
    5:14
  • 66
    Lingering in My Dreams
    2:15
  • 67
    Cryptic Last Words of an Old Man
    5:12
  • 68
    I Am Unafraid
    4:30
  • 69
    A Thousand Words
    2:56
  • 70
    Radiator Tubes
    0:38
  • 71
    Impulses
    4:26
  • 72
    Miasma
    5:32
  • 73
    Hell Is Real and It Rots in My Brain
    7:18
  • 74
    Wounded
    5:49
  • 75
    I Will Not Go
    2:04
  • 76
    I Love You and I Will Not Let Them Hurt You Anymore
    3:02
  • 77
    Cinders
    0:56
  • 78
    Void of Joy
    5:20
  • 79
    Paralyzed
    1:44
  • 80
    Confronting Defeatism
    2:53
  • 81
    I Love You and I Will Never Forgive Myself
    4:10
  • 82
    First Movement
    2:33
  • 83
    Second Movement
    3:34
  • 84
    Third Movement
    4:06
  • 85
    Fourth Movement
    3:44
  • 86
    Fifth Movement
    2:59
  • 87
    Sixth Movement
    5:20
  • 88
    Seventh Movement
    1:48
  • 89
    Eighth Movement
    6:46
  • 90
    Callow and Joyous
    1:50
  • 91
    Losing Sight of What Keeps Me Here
    3:32
  • 92
    Peace Be Still
    3:05
  • 93
    I Miss You
    9:23
  • 94
    Without You, I Am Nothing
    4:57
  • 95
    Sometimes
    1:24
  • 96
    Without
    1:04
  • 97
    Citrus Trees
    1:47
  • 98
    Matylda
    2:32
  • 99
    You Sound Throughout Everything
    0:59
  • 100
    Love Is the Only Way Out
    0:35
  • 101
    Aching
    0:23
  • 102
    Ineffable
    2:38
  • 103
    All the Things I Was Too Scared to Say (live)
    2:51
  • 104
    Aftermath (live)
    2:38
  • 105
    I Am Unafraid (live)
    4:25
  • 106
    If You Are Reading This (live)
    7:15
  • 107
    One Day We Will No Longer Hurt (live)
    4:58
  • 108
    That Which Is Safe (live)
    2:57
  • 109
    The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me (live)
    10:06
  • 110
    Trauma Generation Machines
    5:22
  • 111
    Life Finds a Way
    1:23
  • 112
    Depths
    1:28
  • 113
    Webs
    2:47
  • 114
    Let Go of the Illusion That It Could Be Any Different
    4:19
  • 115
    143
    1:57
  • 116
    I Must Transform My Pain or I Will Only Transmit It
    2:18
  • 117
    May Your Magic Comfort Me
    7:58
  • 118
    Unbroken Wisps of Perseverance
    6:38
  • 119
    The Crevices in My Head Are Filling With Black Water
    3:00
  • 120
    I Worship What Will Kill Me
    1:34
  • 121
    It Always Hurts and One Day It Will Win
    1:04
  • 122
    We Are All Connected and We All Love You
    1:08
  • 123
    Greenhug
    5:11
  • 124
    Peace Be Still
    3:03
  • 125
    The Willow Tree in Our Backyard
    2:15
  • 126
    Every Time
    2:40
  • 127
    I Have Seen You and I
    1:16
  • 128
    The Love I Have to Give Will Not Die With Me
    2:10
  • 129
    How Bright You Shine
    4:32
  • 130
    A Love Song for the Terminally Haunted
    33:30
  • 131
    Song of Myself
    6:56
  • 132
    Wisps of Love (For Nikko) (live)
    21:27

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