Shame Is an Ocean I Swim Across

Tracklist

• 1
  Chapter 1: How I Learned to Love
  3:04
• 2
  Chapter 2: Evelyn Is Made Up
  2:48
• 3
  Chapter 3: Epidemic
  1:47
• 4
  Chapter 4: Rape Poem
  1:13
• 5
  Chapter 5: Tips for Fat Girls
  3:26
• 6
  Chapter 6: Why I Slept with Makeup on for Five Years
  1:36
• 7
  Chapter 7: You Can’t Save Your Family
  2:37
• 8
  Chapter 8: I Will Fill a Tub with Iceberg Lettuce
  3:10
• 9
  Chapter 9: I Know Girls (Bodylove)
  4:07
• 10
  Chapter 10: My Weakness Is a Crooked Wheel
  3:26
• 11
  Chapter 11: The Art of Shame
  3:11
• 12
  Chapter 12: Jesus Loves My Crop Top
  2:32
• 13
  Chapter 13: I Was Thinking About You Today
  3:15
• 14
  Chapter 14: Valentine’s Day
  2:26
• 15
  Chapter 15: Saturday Night Extravagance
  3:48
• 16
  Chapter 16: Portrait of the Lover as a Dalí Painting
  2:24
• 17
  Chapter 17: I Am Asking You to Be a Crowbar
  1:47
• 18
  Chapter 18: Kaitlin, the Choreographer
  0:56
• 19
  Chapter 19: 8
  0:41
• 20
  Chapter 20: The Airport Is Switzerland
  3:13
• 21
  Chapter 21: My Friends and I Were in a Ninety‐Mile‐an‐Hour Collision
  1:24
• 22
  Chapter 22: Written at Our Dining Room Table
  1:45
• 23
  Chapter 23: Your New Girlfriend Is Pretty and I Hate Her
  3:15
• 24
  Chapter 24: You Are with the Wrong Person
  2:07
• 25
  Chapter 25: What I Thought About While We Fell Asleep Watching “Chopped”
  2:03
• 26
  Chapter 26: Language Barrier
  1:07
• 27
  Chapter 27: The Last Time It Was Good
  3:02
• 28
  Chapter 28: Explanation of How Things Work
  1:12
• 29
  Chapter 29: Grief Is a Sundress and I Am Starving
  4:37
• 30
  Chapter 30: If Bodies Are Speaking Vessels for God, Then This Is a Poetic Conversation We Had While You Raped Me
  2:24
• 31
  Chapter 31: Chris, My Name Is God
  1:44
• 32
  Chapter 32: Depression Is Finding a Peanut Under Your Boob in the Shower, When You Don’t Remember Eating Peanuts
  1:42
• 33
  Chapter 33: On the Way to Therapy
  1:08
• 34
  Chapter 34: Brain Conditioning
  1:24
• 35
  Chapter 35: I Washed Your Hair in the Sink
  3:59
• 36
  Chapter 36: Grown
  1:43
• 37
  Chapter 37: The Good News Is You Won the Lottery, the Bad News Is the Lottery is Post‐Traumatic Stress Disorder
  1:45
• 38
  Chapter 38: Before
  1:08
• 39
  Chapter 39: After
  0:34
• 40
  Chapter 40: When I Say Mental Disorder
  1:38
• 41
  Chapter 41: I Believe You (Sixteen)
  3:07
• 42
  Chapter 42: Years I Have Forgotten
  0:55
• 43
  Chapter 43: Thoughts During Panic
  1:37
• 44
  Chapter 44: At 9:15 p.m. in a Small Bar in Pennsylvania
  1:16
• 45
  Chapter 45: It Does Not End
  2:17
• 46
  Chapter 46: Spring Is Here!
  0:58
• 47
  Chapter 47: Delicate Magic/Unhelpful Skills
  1:45
• 48
  Chapter 48: I Don’t Think I’ve Ever Been So Lonely
  2:05
• 49
  Chapter 49: Forensics
  2:25
• 50
  Chapter 50: Nighttime Activities with a New Person
  1:13
• 51
  Chapter 51: Margaritas
  1:23
• 52
  Chapter 52: God Damn You, Sarah McLachlan
  3:43
• 53
  Chapter 53: Today I Bought a Dream Journal to Be Less Sad, Am Still Sad but with Dream Journal
  1:34
• 54
  Chapter 54: Conversations with My Mother in Places I’ve Lived
  1:41
• 55
  Chapter 55: It Is Time to Eat Something Other Than Pizza and Tequila
  2:25
• 56
  Chapter 56: June 2013, Singing at the Staples Center and Everyone Looks Hungry
  2:46
• 57
  Chapter 57: The Talk Show Host
  3:03
• 58
  Chapter 58: The Taking
  1:28
• 59
  Chapter 59: Park Avenue
  1:48
• 60
  Chapter 60: I Wish Powerful Men Would Stop Being Fucking Terrible
  1:24
• 61
  Chapter 61: A Poem to Cheer You Up
  1:13
• 62
  Chapter 62: Uber Driver #237
  1:58
• 63
  Chapter 63: Glamorous Dressing Rooms Are Just Locker Rooms with Fake Plants
  2:52
• 64
  Chapter 64: I Don’t Think It Was Milli Vanilli’s Fault
  2:57
• 65
  Chapter 65: Blockbuster Hit! A Girl Cries in Her Hotel Room!
  2:29
• 66
  Chapter 66: Dear YouTube Comments
  2:01
• 67
  Chapter 67: We Call These Creative Differences
  2:52
• 68
  Chapter 68: Foreign Feeling of Beauty
  2:02
• 69
  Chapter 69: If I Were an Artist, I would Paint You Joyful
  1:06
• 70
  Chapter 70: Morning Blessing, May 19th.
  5:24

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  Digital Media
  23 October 2018