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Shame Is an Ocean I Swim Across

Other by Mary Lambert

Released 23 October 2018

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1
Chapter 1: How I Learned to Love
3:04
2
Chapter 2: Evelyn Is Made Up
2:48
3
Chapter 3: Epidemic
1:47
4
Chapter 4: Rape Poem
1:13
5
Chapter 5: Tips for Fat Girls
3:26
6
Chapter 6: Why I Slept with Makeup on for Five Years
1:36
7
Chapter 7: You Can’t Save Your Family
2:37
8
Chapter 8: I Will Fill a Tub with Iceberg Lettuce
3:10
9
Chapter 9: I Know Girls (Bodylove)
4:07
10
Chapter 10: My Weakness Is a Crooked Wheel
3:26
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Chapter 11: The Art of Shame
3:11
12
Chapter 12: Jesus Loves My Crop Top
2:32
13
Chapter 13: I Was Thinking About You Today
3:15
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Chapter 14: Valentine’s Day
2:26
15
Chapter 15: Saturday Night Extravagance
3:48
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Chapter 16: Portrait of the Lover as a Dalí Painting
2:24
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Chapter 17: I Am Asking You to Be a Crowbar
1:47
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Chapter 18: Kaitlin, the Choreographer
0:56
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Chapter 19: 8
0:41
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Chapter 20: The Airport Is Switzerland
3:13
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Chapter 21: My Friends and I Were in a Ninety‐Mile‐an‐Hour Collision
1:24
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Chapter 22: Written at Our Dining Room Table
1:45
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Chapter 23: Your New Girlfriend Is Pretty and I Hate Her
3:15
24
Chapter 24: You Are with the Wrong Person
2:07
25
Chapter 25: What I Thought About While We Fell Asleep Watching “Chopped”
2:03
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Chapter 26: Language Barrier
1:07
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Chapter 27: The Last Time It Was Good
3:02
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Chapter 28: Explanation of How Things Work
1:12
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Chapter 29: Grief Is a Sundress and I Am Starving
4:37
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Chapter 30: If Bodies Are Speaking Vessels for God, Then This Is a Poetic Conversation We Had While You Raped Me
2:24
31
Chapter 31: Chris, My Name Is God
1:44
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Chapter 32: Depression Is Finding a Peanut Under Your Boob in the Shower, When You Don’t Remember Eating Peanuts
1:42
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Chapter 33: On the Way to Therapy
1:08
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Chapter 34: Brain Conditioning
1:24
35
Chapter 35: I Washed Your Hair in the Sink
3:59
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Chapter 36: Grown
1:43
37
Chapter 37: The Good News Is You Won the Lottery, the Bad News Is the Lottery is Post‐Traumatic Stress Disorder
1:45
38
Chapter 38: Before
1:08
39
Chapter 39: After
0:34
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Chapter 40: When I Say Mental Disorder
1:38
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Chapter 41: I Believe You (Sixteen)
3:07
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Chapter 42: Years I Have Forgotten
0:55
43
Chapter 43: Thoughts During Panic
1:37
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Chapter 44: At 9:15 p.m. in a Small Bar in Pennsylvania
1:16
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Chapter 45: It Does Not End
2:17
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Chapter 46: Spring Is Here!
0:58
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Chapter 47: Delicate Magic/Unhelpful Skills
1:45
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Chapter 48: I Don’t Think I’ve Ever Been So Lonely
2:05
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Chapter 49: Forensics
2:25
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Chapter 50: Nighttime Activities with a New Person
1:13
51
Chapter 51: Margaritas
1:23
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Chapter 52: God Damn You, Sarah McLachlan
3:43
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Chapter 53: Today I Bought a Dream Journal to Be Less Sad, Am Still Sad but with Dream Journal
1:34
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Chapter 54: Conversations with My Mother in Places I’ve Lived
1:41
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Chapter 55: It Is Time to Eat Something Other Than Pizza and Tequila
2:25
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Chapter 56: June 2013, Singing at the Staples Center and Everyone Looks Hungry
2:46
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Chapter 57: The Talk Show Host
3:03
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Chapter 58: The Taking
1:28
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Chapter 59: Park Avenue
1:48
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Chapter 60: I Wish Powerful Men Would Stop Being Fucking Terrible
1:24
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Chapter 61: A Poem to Cheer You Up
1:13
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Chapter 62: Uber Driver #237
1:58
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Chapter 63: Glamorous Dressing Rooms Are Just Locker Rooms with Fake Plants
2:52
64
Chapter 64: I Don’t Think It Was Milli Vanilli’s Fault
2:57
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Chapter 65: Blockbuster Hit! A Girl Cries in Her Hotel Room!
2:29
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Chapter 66: Dear YouTube Comments
2:01
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Chapter 67: We Call These Creative Differences
2:52
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Chapter 68: Foreign Feeling of Beauty
2:02
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Chapter 69: If I Were an Artist, I would Paint You Joyful
1:06
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Chapter 70: Morning Blessing, May 19th.
5:24